21. a peaceful nothing
6:14 p.m. & Saturday, Jun. 03, 2006


I'm sorry that I'm not what you wanted me to be.
That I'd rather fail doing something of my own choosing, than flourish doing anything someone else wanted me to do.

I'm beginning to say goodbye to you. Though I wish you all the best, I'm still selfish enough to deny you peaceful nothing.

You say that we're different people, so I hope you find somebody more like you. I like the matter of thinking that I must have changed somewhere along the line. That perhaps I'm a better person because of that change, rather than the opposite.

I was the one to say goodbye, but once, just once I wish you'd stand up and fight for me..


I want to remember What takes a lifetime to forget