217. The best I can do..
4:45 p.m. & Thursday, Dec. 28, 2006


I've been absent from this diary longer than I initially realized.
Things went bad three months ago, and I haven't looked back since..
Some days are easier than others.
Some aren't.
Some days all I want to do is hate with vengance exacted out with all these wrongs. But I can't.

When all I feel is hate, I hide it.
And sometimes that's the best I can do..


I want to remember What takes a lifetime to forget