33. A world�
12:19 a.m. & Friday, Jun. 16, 2006
I find it kind of sad, realizing that if I were to die, move on, no one would ever know about this diary. It�d be another moment of mine lost in time, and space. For here it would stay abandoned. Until one by one the people stopped checking for that distantly familiar update, and it was left like thousands before it alone on the World Wide Web, and in the anticipation of waiting it was tragically wiped. Never to be read by a single soul again.
I can�t help but think that that�s the way my own life will end. One person forgotten in a forging sea of faces where we find that all those carefully spent words never once proved their worth. A world where I am yet to die long before my time. A world where I will never get the chance to laugh, not all of my laughter. And weep, never all of my tears.
I want to remember What takes a lifetime to forget
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I am me. Nothing more, nothing less. I write. I don?t write beautiful things. I write about things that happen to me. Things that come from my soul. Deep inside me. This is my life. This is my angst. This is my happiness. This is my joy. This is my sorrow, and my pain. I don?t consider myself a 'poet' in any manner. I consider myself a struggling teen just trying to get by in life. I've only a few things left to hold onto. And writing is one of those...
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