162. My greatest mistake
5:24 p.m. & Thursday, Oct. 26, 2006


Blake's death killed me again today. One of my closest friends' friends just tried to commit suicide.
I told her to make sure that she visited him in the Hospital if she could. Then I went on to tell her about how Blake committed suicide. To those of you who have stuck with me from the beginning, you already know this story.

I finished my letter to her with:
Something like this will eat away at your soul forever.. it doesn't just stop.

I didn't lie. It doesn't.
To anyone who reads this: Please don't make my mistakes.


I want to remember What takes a lifetime to forget